get well soon.

sincerely,

sofea.

final exam.

FINAL EXAM 

-,-

nina mya mar u should know that ya miss u so much 

but ya sorry coz ya dont know how to heal my hear in a very fast way

do take care 

i love you

<3

baby i love you :)

 

 

There are three words, that I’ve been dying to say to you
Burns in my heart, like a fire that ain’t goin’ out
There are three words, & I want you to know they are true…
I need to let you know

I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me & I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I’m terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
Cause it’s something I can’t hide, it’s something I can’t deny
So here I go…
Baby I lo-o-o-ve you

I’ve never said, these words to anyone, anyone at all
Never got this close, cause I was always afraid I would falll
But now i know, that I’ll fall right in-to your arms…
Don’t ever let me go

I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me & I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I’m terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
Cause it’s something I can’t hide, it’s something I can’t deny
So here I go…
Baby I lo-o-o-ve you

Take it in, breathe the air
What is there to really fear
I can’t contain, what my heart’s sayin’
I gotta say it out loud…

I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me & I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I’m terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
Cause it’s something I can’t hide, it’s something I can’t deny
So here I go…
Baby I lo-o-o-o-ve you

 He lies,

 She cries.

 He's not sorry but he apologizes.

 She complains, 

he doesn't change. 

But yet, 

she still stays.

 

i didn't know that..

*pagi2 buta overslept tak pergi kelas acc dan sgt serabut*


bagun pukul 5.30 a.m crying like hell sbb hati rasa terlalu berat..i have no intention at all to meghemtam or what..i juzt being honest,try to speak out for my heart as i thought that was a right thing to do..to left or to right things will remain the same..me equal to selfish i guess? try soo hard to fix the broken thing yet its look like i never put some effort there,,still looking dumb lost and miserable.god i need some strength.i never thought that i was the reason why i felt all this shitty feelings.rite now i really don't know what to do,how to act and what are word that i'll say n will not break your heart..but pls note that i can't feel what other people feelings..do share with me about ur problem or what happening in ur life so that i'll note n will try to make u comfortable..sometimes maybe we got a problems at the same time,n because i don't know about yours n u noe about mine that is when u will see me as a selfish heartless person.im not a mind reader.im a normal people who have no magic power at all.sorry if i couldn't be the best fren of urs..i've tried so hard even its hurting me,i don't know what to do.all i can say is only im sorry.i've tried but i couldn't make it.i just need some time to heal my own heart,im sorry.

sofea

too much too hurt too short

* maaf maaf blog berhabuk..fuh fuh..okay habuk dah hilang mari mula bercerita :) *


sebelum tu semua org perlu tahu ye..bahawa final exam semakin meghampiri dan membuatkan kepala ku makin rasa kosong,kosong *eh ter najwa latif pulak* ok2 malas nak main2..sebenarnya penat sgt,stress sgt,kecewa sgt..tak tau nak mula dari mana.kerja yang menunggu sgt la berderet2 sampai terasa macam aku lah orang paling bz kat dunia..rasa mcm nak skip je semua benda2 yang menyusahkan ni n terus final *eh cakap macam dah pandai sgt kan* tak patut T_T..tapi penat stress sgt..tak tau nak buang rasa kat mana?juz hope that aku bole keep on berdiri sendiri untuk face semua benda ni sampai la ke minggu final..insyaallah..so here are the things

• esaimen ctu
• test ctu
• test acc
• esaimen acc
• quiz qmt
• test qmt
• esaimen pro
• kelas ganti yang sgt banyak nya

*semua ni harus dilakukan dalam masa seminggu ye kawan2 T_T*




penat sgt..kalau bole mcm tak nak buat semua..tapi tanggungjawab kan..nak tak nak kene buat la :( hati makin hari makin berat..makin banyak benda yang aku against..semakin hari manusia semakin berubah bukan??oh sebelum terlupa tolong ye kawan2 please respect other people if u want people to respect u..jangan la selalu sgt rasa diri kita perfect sgt okay..semua org sama..tak perlu lah kita nak judge2 orang..look at urself first okay? why cant people stay the same??kadang2 rindu nak tengok personality yang lama..rindu nak rasa gembira bersama..lets dont put a wall between us..can we??


as for now...rasa tension sgt la kuat..rasa nak merintih sgt la kuat..but tak tau siapa je yang bole dgr..so end up bercerita dekat teman yang paling setia..ahh kadang2 aku sgt bersyukur punyai blog uzur yang setia mendengar isi hati aku ni..penat la nak nangis..dah mcm almost everynite pun nak nangis..bosan..makin hari mcm terasa semakin hilang sesuatu dalam hati..tapi tak pasti ape je yang hilang..cuma nya aku akan pasti kan bukan semangat yang hilang sbb aku takut aku give up kat tengah jalan..aku takut aku berhenti jadi pendorong kau..ahh mmg penat untuk jadi kuat depan orang lain..


*the moment when you feel pain in ur chest just to hide ur tears*
every time ada sesuatu yang aku tak bole terima tapi terpaksa terima ni lah yang akan terjadi..satu perkataan "pedih"sampai bila nak cm ni aku tak pasti..


why can't everything be fine just for once..i had enough.. im too tired to try
why can't everything just work out for once..i need some strength T_T
sometimes i really wish that i was better at telling people how i really feel and stop lying about my feelings..


ohh all this while there's one thing that i really wanna say..

"actually that hurt a lot" instead of saying "sokay" "im fine" "juz go with it" 




i think as for now the mind are really angry with you but the heart still care..maybe that juz how i release my fucking stress.

can't wait for 1st july.


so the picture for the nite :

why cant u choose me?u know that i really want to talk to you..

 

 

 

 

 

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